Time have passed and I haven’t written or logged my thoughts
about a lot of events that have occurred in this life I have been blessed to
live, but a lost occurred yesterday and I needed to share.
As I was driving to my destination, I received a call from
my better half. This isn't too unusual as she is always ensuring that I am safe
and checking in to make sure that I haven’t fell in the lake while fishing or
got lost on the way to work. I’ll gotten accustom to her doing this and when
she don’t, I begin to wonder what is wrong, if she is o.k., or I know she is upset
with me. Either way, I took the call as normal
“Hello.” I answered.
“How are you doing? She asked.
“Fine, just bored the trip is
longer than I expected.” I explained.
“Sometimes they are that way.” She continued on. “I need to tell you
something. Before you hear about it or read it on Facebook, but Thomas died
this morning.”
I got silent as I little a part of me begin to retreat deep within
and prepare how I would handle this news.
I have suffered losses before and with each delivery, I go through this
preparation. The onslaught of emotions
that I truly dislike, sadness, guilt, regret, and anger and how I will deal
with them. These emotions place me in a world where control is loosely held and
I must control my emotions, otherwise, I can make very bad heartbreaking
decisions. So I breathe, pause to allow
processing, and then respond.
“Oh, Wow. That I knew he was ill
and just spoke to Lucas and Robert (other brothers of mine) about his condition.
I planned to see him this afternoon or Monday as I found out he was in the
hospital. But I had no idea he was that
ill.”
I thanked her for the
information, continue the conversation about other subject matter and then
ended the conversation. As I continue on, this news of his death, this loss of
life coupled with plenty of time to reminisce provided the ample opportunity
for my brain to wonder and my emotions to run amuck. I begin to think about times and conversation
I had with Thomas, his unique, but straight forward sense of humor and
communicating. I first met him as a
young man when I dated his step daughter.
I was scared, but not terrified of dealing with him he was polite, but
stern about the treatment of her. My relationship with his step daughter like his relationship with her mother
ended. I felt this gave us something in
common to talk about and it did, like the women who left many marks in our lives. Good, we were through with them, but sad because
any loss is a bad one. Glad that they
provided us with other tools to address other females, but mad because we didn't
get to really close the deal like we should have. These type of conversations occurred over the years as
well as talks about other things. like similar jobs, we both worked at the local Wal-Mart as well
as the social service field. He made his
share of enemies and I have been informed that there are people who don’t like
me as well.
This was also a topic of conversation between Thomas and me.
He, being much older than I,
retired. This, I would have assume to be
a big event for him and those who knew him, but I was surprised at the
reluctance of people to celebrate the success of a fellow or ex-coworker. They refused or stated they were too busy to
attend or even send anything. He took
this in stride and moved on. He always
told me that “You can’t give a damn about what others feel about your success.
As long as you know that you have done your best then to Hell with them. Move forward
and continue to do what is right.”
After his retirement, Thomas became my brother when I joined
The Men On The Move Civic group. This
was an achievement for me and I was glad to fellowship with him. I am glad that I was given this opportunity.
I truly hate that he was taken so soon and wished that there were more time to
say:
Thank you for the encouragement to continue on my dreams, Thanks for the
support in dealing with heartache and confusion. Thanks for the laughs and the
views of women that I wouldn't have known. Thanks for the connections at my job
and with yours. Thanks for the wisdom that was freely given, but most all
Thanks for being there for us all. Rest in Peace Thomas Harper. And although,
you are not here in flesh, you will always be here in spirit.
1 comments:
MASONRY IS DECEPTIVE AND EVIL. IT WILL TAKE YOU DOWN THE PATH OF DARKNESS AND INTO THE LAP OF THE UNDERWORLD!
The Problem in our society are the Freemasons, aka masons. If they were to disappear, the world would be a farrrr.....better place!
Masonry, the sure path to ruin. You may not see it now in the beginning, but you will as you progress in the craft and further yourself away from God and your Christian faith...
For starters, masons are interested ONLY in accepting those that hold some position of importance or authority in society. If it is a would be or actual politician than even better! Masons do NOT accept regular joes, homeless, or unimportant lazy folk. Second, the hook is the so-called Believe in a Higher Being nonsense (be it Jew, Christian, Buddhist, Muslim etc.). Third, as the mason progresses through the stages in the craft, the end goal for him is to realize that He does not need God because the transformation has occurred whereby the member realizes he is a God unto himself. Moreover, the ceremonies he participates in are Occult period and anti-Catholic (Christian), Muslim, Jewish, and Buddhist. They are demonic period.
Fourth, it is the duty of every mason not to knowingly or wittingly do harm, talk bad about or tell on his fellow mason. And, when a fellow mason is in need or danger to help him above all else. Therefore, this is the WHY it is so simple for the pedophiles within the occult mason organization to easily rape, molest, enter children with impunity. Some use mikey Finn, or simply get vulnerable children in exchange for cash to their families who need it. No fellow mason can, or is allowed by their own acceptance of the rules when entering the craft, to "tell" on one another. Hence, the perfect crime.
Fifth, just to clarify, the end game of masonry, which also is the de facto mission of the occult, is to slowly like hairloss, have it's members deconstruct all that is descent and Holy in society. Masonry and Catholicism are non-congruent. This is why every mason has a duty to oppress society (one of the masonic central tenets is: Through Chaos Comes Order, and it is the masons that will establish their occult order unto society). This is the reason why they work hard to destroy all that is sanctity in society and impose demonic teachings (For example: no Lord's prayer, gays and lesbians and 1/2 and 1/2 are a good thing,not a mental disorder which it is and if you oppose this you are racist of some sort. Have an abortion because it is not a human you have inside you but a piece of pepperoni, flood countries with muslims who NEVER integrate and are shut-in and by nature only impose on all their religious ways of thinking at all costs etc.).
And lastly, If one is a Catholic one cannot become a freemason. DO NOT be fooled by the masons and their lies. It is a mortal sin and excommunication to follow. If it were up to me i would banish masonry peiod, jail the pedophiles and bring forth to the Hague International Court all masons to pay for their Crimes Against Humanity. Hopefully, some day, this will occur.
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